Anitra's life

Day 6 dairy free - getting easier. Still no definitive answer for Elliot.

12/19/2014 08:32 PM

Still not easy, by any means. And we haven't seen a difference in Elliot's symptoms yet (barky cough that he's had since late October). Took him to a ENT specialist in Boston today, where they stuck a scope down his throat and guessed "reflux" (whether caused by dairy or not, no way to tell yet). Prescribed Prilosec (although they apparently completely forgot to call it into CVS for me, grr). Doctor told me to keep eating dairy-free, and we're coming back in about 4 weeks. At that point, if the anti-acid meds help, great! If not, we do a bottle with barium so they can look inside poor Elliot.

As far as the dairy-free eating is going... well, it's going. Not really looking forward to a Christmas party tomorrow, although it hopefully means we can get rid of a bunch of cookies I foolishly baked with our children... and can't eat. Based on advice, I am also planning a trip to Trader Joe's tomorrow, since they seem to be the only place locally I will be able to get some CHOCOLATE without milk in it. Basically, for any party for the next month or more, I will be bringing something to share and something else for me to eat. Bah.

I did make some rice krispy treats (with PB and honey) that helped a lot yesterday & today - just having something to eat that feels like a treat lessens the impact of all the cookies and chocolate taunting me.

I also need to broaden my dairy-less recipe repertoire. I'm sick of PBJ as my only fall back for lunch time, and I'd like to get back to doing some one-pot meals for dinner.

Eating dairy free is HARD

12/19/2014 08:23 PM

Day 3 of eliminating dairy from my diet (on a trial basis to see if it helps Elliot). Hungry ALL. THE. TIME.

Technically we're waiting on blood test results, but I figured I would get a jump on the possibility that it's a casein allergy/sensitivity. Didn't realize (a) just how hard it would be and (b) it can take up to 3 WEEKS for all the offending proteins to leave mom's system.

To make matters worse, it's the Christmas season. There are goodies and parties, and hardly anything I'm allowed to eat. Bringing fruit and hummus (for dipping veggies) to our Tuesday morning gathering... I think there will be a salad too. That's it for me - no cookies, no quiche, nothing with chocolate or cheese or butter.

Prayer for contentment

10/23/2014 07:13 PM

Lord, I am willing to -
Receive what you give,
Lack what you withhold,
Relinquish what you take.

Great ideas from my daughter

08/01/2014 12:45 PM

I call Claire over to tell her something. Then I tell her I forgot what I wanted to say.

Claire tells me, "when I forget what I was going to say, I say 'I love you' instead."

What a good idea, Claire!

Summer vacation

06/20/2014 06:30 AM

Day 5. We've already done a picnic outside (day 2), a little bit of swimming (day 2, with daddy since I don't have a suit that fits my enormous pregnant belly), a trip to the EcoTarium with friends (day 3), time with Grandma (sometimes babysitting, sometimes going out for food), and lots of outside time.

Their attitudes day to day crack me up, though.

First, I didn't realize how much this would affect Asher, since he's not in school yet. But he got very confused that we're not rushing to get dressed, eat, and take Claire to school every morning. So now, every day, he asks "Is it still summer vacation?" and today "We're staying home forever!" LOL.

Claire, on the other hand, got to day 4 before bitterly complaining that she's bored (mostly because I won't let her watch TV or play computer games all day - also she wants to do "crafts" which always end up needing help & supervision). I made the kids come outside with me (they had already watched almost 2 hours of TV at Grandma's), and after 10 minutes, she wanted to go back in. I told her "No, it's summer vacation and we're going to be outside." I gave a few suggestions as to what she could do outside... and she rejected all of them in favor of sitting in the shade and reading. Ah, a girl after my own heart.

The nicest part has been letting them play inside as long as they want in the mornings - it seems to be their most consistently creative time. And since we're not always rushing out of the house, I don't need to make them immediately pick up their (block, LEGO, puzzle, papercraft) creations.

Meanwhile, I'm trying to figure out what else we can do while waiting for baby boy to make his appearance. Trying to make sure we're prepared with enough clothes, diapers, and gear... only a few days left!

Redemption in the book of Ruth

03/02/2014 06:43 PM

Pastor Mike has been preaching through Ruth recently, and it's really great - there's so much in there when you stop and take the time to research it.

My favorite quote from last week, regarding Boaz as a picture of Christ:

"By Nature God is a Redeemer
and by choice He is a kinsman."